The Grand Occasion.

This is my first time blogging.

Sometimes I get excited and forget how to type properly...and spell things...and use proper grammar...and breathe...and how to person.

So hang in there.

The desire to start a blog is a really selfish one. It stems from not understanding who I am, who I was meant to be, and how I am supposed to act.

The reality of those things though, is I probably will never, ever come to a place in my life where I will have the whole answer to those questions.

The reality of the unknown, is pretty freeing.

I don't ever HAVE to know who I am, Who I am meant to be, How I am supposed to act.

Cause that's not the point.

So I am in this season of life, where God is teaching me how deny myself.

(Cause lets be honest, I have some not so healthy habits.)

This blog Is about changing the paradigm in which I approach life.  The growing pains that happen when I want to resort to old habits. It's about being stuck between Rocks and Hard places. It's about what it looks like for me to keep walking when I am tired. What it looks like when life has gone dark. When I feel like giving up.

It's about me, seeking God, and sometimes not finding him.

These stories are my failures. My successes. My process. And probably me making a joke because life is uncomfortable and awkward and I don't know how to deal with it unless I make dumb joke.

So again, hang in there, you know, if you're still reading.