Occasionally the world's very worst human.

You guys, I bought a TV.

And it shouldn't matter.

But...

...it does.

Simply because I feel like an adult.

I can't explain it.

But I bought it.

With money I earned.

I picked one out that was on clearance.

I bought a DVD player.

And all the cords to go with it.

(Although, I don't really know how it works.)

And despite living in a dorm at the age of 25 (almost 26)...

I feel like an adult.

Because I guess just lately I feel at peace about life.

I think the biggest thing I learned this summer was to roll with it.

Life gets stressful and stuff happens that you can control and stuff you can't control.

That's okay.

We're human.

We mess up.

We suck.

We are selfish.

We hurt each other.

We kill each other.

We ruin our environment.

But!

We are human.

We love each other.

We do awesome things.

We build amazing things.

We save lives.

We get stuff done.

It's the human condition.

We some how manager to save the world and screw it up all at the same time.

I get so tired of trying to be good.

And everyone keeps telling me to just "be."

How does one just be human and not feel guilty all the time?

I guess I just am tired of feeling frantic. 

I guess I am just thankful that life doesn't feel like I am falling and attempting to grab on to anything that will stick.

I am currently watching TV, and writing this blog and guilting myself into going to bed.

I just live surrounded by guilt because of what I should be doing and not living my life and enjoying it.

I am missing out on everything.

Let's just live.

Let's just be human.

Let's just mess up.

Let's just enjoy life.

Let's just love each other.

Let's just be fighters.

Let's just remember we are loved.

Let's just remember we are human and tomorrow is a new day.