Occasionally dry.

Life has been so dry for me.

I haven't been able to write.

I think of things that are awesome, and start to write about them and then they suck.

I go searching for things that bring passion and emotion into my life.

Long drives.

Worship music.

Prayer.

Deep conversation.

School.

But to be honest.

I'm not in love.

And I feel like that is part of my being, being a loving person.

I LOVE everything.

I love Jesus.

I love people.

I love music.

I love TV.

I love LOTS OF THINGS.

And I'm not saying that I don't love those things.

Because I love Jesus and I love people, etc.

And I do, but if I am totally 100% honest with everyone.

I'm not IN love with anything.

You know when someone say's, "I love you, but I don't have to like you."?

That's how I feel.

And there's not some big event that happened that made me angry.

There's no reason.

Except maybe that I've stopped.

I've stopped pursuing the things that I love.

I feel like I have thrown myself in to the monotonous grind that is life.

I have thrown myself into my studies, which shouldn't be bad right?

I want to do well in school! I want to be a more motivated, structured, and successful individual.

Is that bad?

I guess it is if you can't balance the other things in your life.

Jesus is supposed to be first.

Jesus is supposed to be involved in all parts of your life.

Why does that sound so corny????



 Yea.




The Wise man built his house on the rock, and the rain came tumbling down, the rains came down and the floods came up.

And the house on the rock stood firm.


Everything else is just weather.